It has been nearly a year since my last post and the
completion of my novel. Through careful editing, tweaking characters, and a lot
of cutting, my shitty first draft has transformed into an exciting tale with
compelling characters. At least in my humble opinion.
The manuscript is now in the hands of a select few
"beta-readers" who will collectively provide me with my first taste
of scrutiny. As long as I've been writing, I've never been this excited about a
piece of work or this confident in my creation. Will my readers' reactions meet
my expectations? Or have I been so completely wrapped up in my own mind that I
can't see the forest for the trees? I
will soon find out.
I thought this part of the process would be easy. The work
is complete. It is out of my hands. Instead, I find myself anxious and worried
which is no way to live. To combat my discomfort I've taken to channeling it
into new and old projects. I currently have a slew of unfinished or unpolished
stories. I am a chronic "starter." As it stands, I have three
incomplete short stories, three incomplete novellas, and five incomplete novels
that are part of the same series. To put it bluntly, I have plenty of ideas and
very little discipline. That is all beginning to change.
Process. The writing lifestyle is all one big process. There
isn't a definitive line between published and unpublished. There isn't a box I
can check off that shows I've succeeded. You work, you research, you dream, you
pour your heart onto the page. Yes, there are beginnings and endings, but
really, it is just the ebb and flow of creativity.
The one thing I have learned through this process, as
hundreds of other writers have stated before me and will long after me, is you
have to write. Don't judge yourself too harshly. Choose work that you're
passionate about and see it through to the end.
I'll leave you with this quote from the legendary Andy
Warhol:
When chatters jokingly call the internet "the interwebs," I think they are actually hitting on a clearer version of the truth. A net is typically orderly and sequenced. A web is artful, complex, and circuitous. It takes positioning yourself into every level of the internet--from social networks to blogs to official sites--to ensure that you have the widest reach possible. Every action links to every other action either directly or indirectly. This can potentially lead your product, brand, or thoughts to every corner of the globe with an internet connection.
